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Deep inside, I'm not caring.
+>Love, hate, friends, relationship, communicate.
+-->Words of expression, statement of logic.
+---->Emptiness and dullness.
+-->Else If.
+---->Darkness that full the world.
+-->Else.
+---->What is good?
+------>!Evil.
+---->Else.
+------>!Good.
+>While living is true to a species.
Please call myself again.

I am nothing.

Fri Jan 30, 2009, 11:09 AM
Well it is indeed the shittiest semester for me.
normally, it is weird, yet funny to see people's expression after exam review.

crying
laughing
disappointing
cheering

I never thought it is actually even funnier to see myself in that

Although I hate compare people with one another but I can't help comparing myself to one of my best buddy.

what the hell.
heaven falls over me.

I love programming and math.
Even tho my mark stinks I still love them, they are a part of me.
w/o them. it's emptiness.

please;
unfill my heart.

I believe mark is nothing about a person.
except it is everything about a person for strangers.

80 and 74
eighty and seventy-four

no one cares if one gains his mark from summer school.
no one cares if the final essay is just 4 pages with 1 page quotes.

no one cares the work put in the actually course
no one cares one giving up all the time for his physics and puts into english.

no one would care.
and it is in the database
from the internet.

we love internet.
inter-net.
fish.
and sushi.

i hate cooking crabs
or dissect frog.

I like crabs nian-gao
and even frog meat.

crab tries to fight the steam
but eventually it's comfortable and it rest in my mouth
frog tries to jump out of the bottle
yet a cotton ball of alcohol put it into sleep and we slice it into parts

i like blood
watching people oozing, bleeding
even myself.

cut - - - - - - >8

it is not emo
it is not evil
it is us

just us.
human beings
beautiful creatures that fight against nature
nice scenery of ashes
that's why i like <fallout>

even though the logic is perfect
even though you tried your best to present your idea
it is not clear to me
even though the question is knowledge based answer

well you know what
it is the damn life you are living in.
and it's like being raped,
well if you can do nothing to avoid it,
you better enjoy it.

really

I guess that's why people like BDSM
cuz i certain enjoy the pain when i was biting myself

deep and hard
the pain might gone the next minute,
the scar will left for a while

reminding me
I am nothing

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  • Mood: Alienated
  • Listening to: Gloomy Sunday
  • Drinking: strong coffee

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: M. "2*iss + Auga"
  • Interests: Flash, Math & Physics, Piano, Programming, etc.
  • Favourite movie: Matrix, Memento, Mulholland Drive, etc.
  • Favourite band or musician: Chopin, Bandri, Joe Hisaishi
  • Favourite genre of music: NewAge and Romanic
  • Favourite artist: Andrew Jones
  • Favourite style of art: Dark
  • Operating System: MS Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: iRiver
  • Shell of choice: I am NOT snail.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Soft or Death
  • Favourite game: Ro, Ms, Eco, GTA4, Fallout, Crysis
  • Favourite gaming platform: Pc
  • Favourite cartoon character: L
  • Personal Quote: "huh?"

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~jellybeanstar Jan 30, 2009, 3:22:04 PM
whoa! dude you got a deviant? oOo... whats up man?
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Mood: Joy ~cowcowbear Jan 31, 2009, 10:54:19 AM
pretty good.
I love your shoe painting xD

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~jellybeanstar Jan 31, 2009, 5:31:57 PM
what shoe painting?

I drew a shoe? .... OH!!!!!! thank you
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=CharlottePhotography Dec 29, 2008, 2:54:36 PM
Thanks for the fav :glomp:

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~xxx-fancy-xxx Dec 26, 2008, 12:40:16 PM
hello you~

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~cowcowbear Dec 29, 2008, 7:53:29 AM
hello me~
how's your holiday?

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~xxx-fancy-xxx Dec 29, 2008, 8:58:18 AM
xD
mneh.
its okay.
( i just wish i could get my english homework finished and out of the way >.< but i keep putting it off and so, im still not done D: )
how's yours?

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Mood: Fear ~cowcowbear Dec 29, 2008, 3:42:03 PM
lol honestly.. i didn't even start that one.. xD grrh English, hahha xD <-- no idea what's the laugh for..

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~xxx-fancy-xxx Dec 29, 2008, 5:21:24 PM
ewww english Dx
when are you planning to start it?
harharhar~ xD ( ihavenoideawhatthelaughisforeitherO: )

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